money is important too..

having headache when loan letter arrive, seing such amount made me sick..
where on earth am i gonna to find such an amount?? even the 2nd option of mothly payment made me feel sick too.. dat much money (even though not to much), still i'm not afford to pay..
how sick i am thinking about not enough money... i hate money! damn! it made my peace world become so much miserable.. then i realize that money is not too important but its important too..
confused right? wat d different between too important n important too? amat penting n penting la jugak having 2 different meaning.. dis clause mean dat d money is not everything we need to life but we need d money to life well.. huh sound same.. i pom xpham, but 4 sure sgt penting n penting la jugak is different..
because the need of money is high, therefore i keep my mind open to find money.. then i found dat a lot of work can be done in this world to increase our income, as such b part timer, sell something, do a business n many more.. but why theres a lot of people still short of money? mayb the answer is TO GET MORE HAVE TO GIVE MORE.. to gain much have to put more effort n sometimes more money too.. ohh nooo.. i really hate to invest my money in business coz i hate to take risk, however those who have high income is those who are willing to take risk.. those who are very confident to take risk, then they can invest to increase their income, for those who are unwilling to take risk, i tink they can invest more in energy, work harder.. look for various opportunity, find the good income, for sure choose the halal job and b HARDWORKING.. those impossible income will b possible if we believe we can do it, therefore BELIEVE THAT U CAN DO IT first, then work very hard n smart to achieve it..
dats all for the today though.. hopefully this though can help who is in the desperate situation.